Post by DINAH LYDIA BERNARD on Aug 30, 2013 18:30:31 GMT -8
| [atrb=style,width: 420px; background-color: efefef; background-image: url(http://24.media.tumblr.com/0478144b9f16c95a37367d1aca56b45c/tumblr_mkfax8tDxp1s97ldco1_500.png); padding: 5px, bTable] DINAH L. BERNARD 24 | HETEROSEXUAL | WEDDING PLANNER | TOWNSFOLK | DAVEIGH CHASE The scene is set, it looks entirely beautiful, at a distant. The arch is in the right location, standing at the right angle. The flowers and vines are covering it nicely. The reception area is perfect, it's ready for the wedding to begin. The dining tables for the dinner and celebration afterwards is set. The white table cloths a spread out without a single crease or fold visible. The plates are shining with a glimmer of hope as light shines down, with the silverware set in the correct place setting. The only colors that are seen available are white and very light colors. A spring wedding is set to begin, but it's not hers. It's not her wedding, its the wedding she planned. The wedding she organized together, made perfect for the couple would be sharing vows together in only a few hours. Where their entire family and friends would be joining the area, filling the empty space. She couldn't help but stare out over the entire area that was filled with perfection. She created another wedding, another gorgeous wedding for the books. Another wedding down, and so much more to come. But she feared something. She feared that she wasn't going to find Mr. Perfect, Mr. Right, Her Knight in Shining Armor, Her Prince Charming. She was afraid she would never find him. To have her own wedding. She feared she would be creating so many other people's wedding that she won't get to have the dream wedding of her own. That's the ultimate goal in her life. To have the fairy tale wedding, the wedding of the century, the wedding that she will show her grandchildren, and their children. But what if she wasn't going to have children, and grandchildren? What if she didn't find that one person? Was it too late for her to do anything about it? Dinah Lydia Bernard. Born on March 18, aged 24 years old. Job Description, Wedding Planner. Viewable traits, Hopeless Romantic, Control Freak, Perfectionist. Hidden Traits, Scared, Helpless, Afraid of Never finding the one. Hidden Talents, Pulling herself together after a crisis, Having the ability to appear as if nothing wrong even happen, Being able to act like one of the boys when around her brothers. Likes, Romantic Movies, Fairy Tale Endings, Princesses and Princes, Having a dream be fulfilled. Dislikes, Slobs, People who can't do much for themselves, People who get in her way when she's rushed. There are so many things about Dinah that no body even knows about her. Her brothers are in the dark of it all. She puts a face of pleasure and gleeful expressions for them, she hides behind a mirror, she glares in it. Glaring back is the enemy, her composure is disappearing, it's failing her. Her stance is slight off balance, her weight appears as if it's not natural. The girl glaring back through the mirror is the not the same girl. It's a girl who hides the fact she's bulimic. Hides it from her friends, her family, she wants to be perfect for the right guy, but she's afraid she's not even perfect for anyone. Anyone in the department of love. She can't find anyone to love her the way she wants to be loved. She vomits in sorrow, she hurls often, she travels to the bathroom often after each meal. She lies about what she does. She lives around lies, she leaves in discomfort of herself, she doesn't believe she's perfect enough. The pressure of it all weight heavy on her. It nearly destroys her, and only her job can truly save her. Wedding planning is a gift, not a curse. It's there to help her. It calms her down to not focus on anything else at hand. It helps her be the person she wants to be without wanting to eat anything to gain anything to become this perfect person she doesn't believe herself to be. Sam, Ethan, they are in the dark of her darkest secrets. She would feel destroy, incompetent of completing anything with their knowledge of her. She doesn't want to be the broken sibling. The sibling who feels she's not perfect enough to do anything, or be perfect for anyone without her methods set in the place. BEHIND THE MASK TENNYSON | 20 | MOUNTAIN | FOUND LONG TIME AGO | OTHER PEEPS  |
