Post by madisyn rae williams on Aug 7, 2013 19:03:49 GMT -8
[atrb=style,width: 420px; background-color: efefef; background-image: url(http://24.media.tumblr.com/0478144b9f16c95a37367d1aca56b45c/tumblr_mkfax8tDxp1s97ldco1_500.png); padding: 5px, bTable] MADISYN R. WILLIAMS 23 | BISEXUAL | ESCORT | TOWNSFOLK | ALYSHA NETT THE INTERVIEW HELLO. THANKS FOR COMING IN TODAY. SHALL WE START WITH YOUR NAME? "Yeah sure. I still don't understand why I'm here but I guess I'll just answer these stupid questions and get it over with. I'm Madisyn Rae Williams. My dad told me that my mom liked spelling common names different and she loved the name Madison so she just switched the o to a y and there we have it. Although my name is Madisyn, rarely anyone calls me that. Ever. My dad does but only when he's being serious about something. Usually people call me Madi or Mads. Either one I don't really care." THAT'S A NICE NAME. WHAT DO YOU DO FOR A LIVING? "Well I can't really tell you what I do. But if you promise to keep it just between us then I guess I'll tell you if I absolutely have to. I'm an escort. Which basically just means that I "escort" guys around town. I mean I've done it for girls too. Most people automatically just assume that it's prostitution. And in a way I guess it kind of is. But it doesn't end with sex all the time. A lot of the time it is just guys that are in town that want to have a good time so they call my boss and usually they give them my number and tell me what they want to do. Then it's my job to make sure their needs are taking care of. It's a weird job that I don't really like talking about, but hey it pays the bills and sometimes it's not half bad." INTERESTING. WHAT DO YOU DO FOR FUN? "I really love to go to concerts, smoke weed, and skateboard. That's it. Well not really. Those three things are probably the most fun things that I do because well... Those things pretty much define me. I smoke weed because it gives me an amazing feeling. I've been smoking since I was about fourteen years old and I'm not really afraid to tell people I do it. It's not like it's the first thing I tell them though. It'd be weird if I was just all 'Hey I'm Madi and I smoke weed.' So yeah. Anyways, I love to skateboard too. My brother Ethan always was skateboarding when he was actually at dads house. So when I was ten years old he taught me and ever since then I've pretty much been one of the boys and I was always out on the streets skating with them. Even though I don't really skate with them anymore, it's still something I do to get my mind off things when I need it. Then the whole concert thing? Invite me to any kind of concert and I'm there. I'm not really talented musically other than I can sing, but listening to music? Yeah I got that shit down. I'm always plugged in listening to my music. So if I get a chance to see a band live? You better know I'll be there. As for my dislikes? Well I have a lot of those. I absolutely hate slobs. I mean I'm not the neatest person out there, but I definitely clean up after myself and take care of what needs to be done. Ethan's a slob and it drives me absolutely insane! I also strongly dislike people who will lecture me on smoking. Yes I know it's bad for me, you don't need to tell me again and again why it's bad for me and why I should quit. Another thing I don't really like is sleeping. Call me crazy but why sleep away precious time? You don't have that long to live y'know. You shouldn't be sleeping when you could be out skateboarding or hanging out with friends or even just relaxing and enjoying the weather. I get called crazy a lot because I don't sleep that often. I sleep when I need it which is only about five or six hours a night. One more thing I dislike though? Is when I'm escorting an older guy and he just assumes that I'm cheap. I'm not cheap at all and if you're looking for that, go find a cheap prostitute who probably has some sort of disease." WOULD YOU SAY THOSE ACTIVITIES REFLECT WHO YOU ARE? "I would say so. Some people call me a bitch, others call me a complete doll, and others just don't have any opinion of me. I have a lot of traits I suppose. Some good, others bad. I've been called a slut, a whore, an asshole, a bitch and the list just goes on. But to certain people I've been called loyal, caring, protective, hilarious and that list also goes on. See I have a good side and a bad side. Depending on who you are and how much I like you, you'll get to see my good side. I put up a front to strangers because I don't like people knowing all about me when they first meet me. Now that I rambled on a little about that I suppose I could tell you a little bit about my personality. A Bitch: It's the one name I get called multiple times a day by random people. I'm not exactly the nicest to people when I first meet them. I also don't go out of my way to help someone when they look like they could use it. I just simply don't think that I should go out of my way to help a complete stranger when they would just forget about me and what I had done just seconds later. But I also don't tolerate people calling me names. I've heard it all before because I have a bad reputation of sleeping around and smoking. So when I hear it, I don't just let it go. I only do that when I really really don't think it's worth it. But I'm not afraid to just call people out and to dish everything right back to them which often earns me the title of queen bitch. Seductive: That's another word that I hear a lot when people describe me to someone else. It just goes along with the fact that I like sex and I'm a very sexual person. I like to flirt with just about anyone and if you're attractive, then I'll most likely sleep with you. If you are attractive and you're around me though, I will warn you that I will come onto you and I probably won't leave it alone. I don't really care if you have a girlfriend or a wife or whatever. Even girls. I'll hit on them too and I'll try to get in their pants just as easily as long as they're attractive. Same goes for them, I don't stop until they physically push me away and yell at me. I like to push my limits and see just how far I can get with someone. Kissing is another huge thing that I love to do. Even if it's just that. Just kissing, you don't even have to be attractive. You just have to be a good kisser and I'll most likely just make out with you for hours on end. Obnoxious: This one I've been called my entire life. Mostly by my brother. He thinks I'm the most obnoxious person on the earth. But that's okay with me. I like to annoy certain people. If I don't like you, I'll probably tell you that I don't. But if I don't for some reason? You best believe that I'll be there finding out every little thing that annoys you and doing my best to get on your very last nerve. The fact that I can also be very loud and opinionated towards people can put me under the category of obnoxious. But this trait of mine is specifically for my brother. I always was getting on his nerves. Always yelling when I didn't have to, walking around the house half naked and just annoying the crap out of him. See I only walked around the house half naked when his friends were around. This was back in high school and I only did it because I liked the attention.. I also liked that it annoyed my brother and so I definitely used my looks as an advantage. Pothead: Well this one I could very easily change. I'm not addicted to pot or anything. I'm really not. I just like it too much to quit. If I absolutely had to quit I could. I've gone a few months without it without a problem. I just get very annoyed and I end up being more of a bitch than ever because I get crabby without it. See pot puts me at ease and calms me down. Without it, I get crabby and very irritable. Trust me, if you haven't tried it yet, I would highly recommend at least trying it. You won't regret it either. It gives you this feeling that nothing else can. I say that to people and I guess that just classifies me as a pothead. Which I guess if that's what they want to think, then fine. Let them. I'm not here trying to impress anyone. A COOL CAT LIKE YOU MUST HAVE A TON OF SUITORS FLOCKING TO YOU, HUH? "Well I can honestly tell you that I have never been in a real relationship before. I've slept with plenty of men though. I've also been romantically involved with a few of them but never can I say that any of those relationships have been serious. I don't want to settle down anytime soon. I'm young, and I want to stay that way forever. Although I know sooner than later I'll have to settle down... But a girl can dream right? Relationships just aren't really my thing. People always get hurt in the end of them and I don't like being hurt or hurting others, so that way I just don't do relationships. Simple as that. I just hook up with guys, oh and girls too you could say. I lean more towards men, but that isn't to say that I don't also go for the ladies too. COOL BEANS. THEY SAY YOUR FAMILY SHAPES WHO YOU ARE. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOURS? "My family consists of my dad Jacob and I. That's pretty much it. My brother is never around anymore ever since he got that new job doing whatever it is. We used to be super close considering he's only one year older than me. We have different moms though and since I lived with my dad only, and he lived with his mom mainly, I only got to see my brother every other weekend growing up. My dad and I are extremely close though. We do everything together and he's my best friend. He always took me fishing when I was younger and he's my mom and dad in one. See I never knew my mom because when I was only a week old, she dropped me off at my dads doorstep and left. I have no idea where she went, hell no one does. My dad won't even tell me her name. But I did find out a few years back that he didn't even know about me until I was on his doorstep. He wasn't even sure I was his. Yet he took me in and raised me as his own. To this day we don't even know if I'm really his daughter or not. Neither of us really care if we share the same blood. To me he'll always be my dad. As for animals and other relatives? I don't really know my other relatives. I know a few cousins that I went to school with and what not but it isn't like we have a huge family. We don't do holidays with them and we never really have any parties which means we really don't have a reason to associate with them. Animals are a different story. I have too many of them actually but that's okay because I love them. I have a snake named Charles who I absolutely love. Freaks my dad out though. That's why I keep him in my room. I also have a hedgehog named Lila who stays out in our living room. Then we have two golden retrievers named Axel and Stacey. They're really the only normal animals we have. Well that pretty much sums up my family." AND YOUR LIFE? TELL ME ABOUT YOUR PAST. I'M EAGER TO HEAR. "Well I don't really have that interesting of a past. I was born to a lady whose name I don't even know. My dad and I never speak of her because I think she's a bitch. I never met the woman in my life and I don't ever intend to. My dad and this lady hooked up as a one night stand twenty-four years ago. My dad never even knew this woman was pregnant let alone with his child. Then again we still don't know if we are related by blood but I'm okay with not knowing. Anyways, this lady gave birth to me and kept me for about a week before leaving me with my father. Which I can't complain about because I think I lived the ideal childhood. I had an older brother who was a year older than me who lived with his mom. They were honestly my best friends and I sort of grew up as one of the guys because I never had a woman figure around. My dad dated around a bit but he never was really interested in anyone which I found strange. But then I came to realize that he wanted to focus on taking care of my brother and I instead of dating. I feel selfish for that but I think my dad is happy where he's at now. Anyways.. I grew up as if I was a guy pretty much. Obviously I wasn't and I knew that, but I was always getting dirty with my brother out in the mud. I skateboarded, i went fishing, and I played with action figures. I didn't do any of the stuff that little girls did because I didn't have a woman figure in my life ever to show me that's what little girls did. I was raised by a man and I was treated as a boy. Now I don't really mind that because as soon as I hit the age of thirteen and had seen girls in the middle school wearing dresses and wearing make up, I was disgusted at first but then I realized I wanted to try that some time. So I did just that. Although that probably wasn't the best idea because I had let some girl named Charlotte dress me up and do my make up for me and my dad was beyond pissed. He didn't want to see his little girl all changed like that which was pretty understandable. I didn't even like the make up. Just the dresses and I only wore them once every few weeks because I only had two while I was in middle school. But that was also what sort of started me on the path to where I am today.. Y'know, sort of sleeping around with different men and smoking pot. It all started when I was thirteen as bad as it sounds. It was with a married man too. He wasn't that old either. Probably twenty-six or so. So yes twice my age, but he was the one who had changed my life around. I wouldn't necessarily say that it was a bad thing, but it definitely wasn't a good thing in most people's eyes which I really don't care about. I just know that he was the one who had taken my virginity and introduced me to pot. That's all you really need to know too. It's a terrible thing, it really is. But quite frankly I don't care at all. I don't keep in contact with the man anymore though. If I did I'm sure we'd still be sleeping together and smoking. That's besides the point though. This man started it all though and that's what matters. Ever since then I realized that I liked sex. I wanted sex and it was hard to find with middle school guys my age because they were too nervous to do anything. So I basically put myself out there for high school boys and sometimes even college boys. I looked old enough to pass for sixteen at the time and that's all they cared about. My dad and my brother never found this out either. My dad still things I'm this perfect little angel. My brother on the other hand knows I smoke pot. He used to until he got this new job and girlfriend. The sex part?? Yeah I'm not really sure my dad knows about that. If he does he hasn't said anything to me ever, and my brother knows because he walked in on me when I was seventeen years old and there was a twenty-three year old man on top of me. Let's just say that wasn't the prettiest fight after. So that was pretty much my teenage years. I smoked, I partied and I had sex. I didn't drink all that much but only because I didn't like the taste of alcohol. Now a days I'll drink if I really feel like it but I usually just go straight for the pot. People call me crazy and I guess they are half right about that. High school wasn't really my thing either. I spent my days playing games on my phone rather than paying attention to the teacher and taking notes, and I spent my nights partying and getting high rather than doing homework. But somehow through it all I managed to graduate high school, beats me how I did it. I still ask myself that some days. Not that I was trying to fail, but it was sort of surprising that I actually made it through with the lack of attention and drive I had for school. Which is also why I never went on to college. I went to high school because I had to. But college is completely optional and why the hell was I going to go pay money to go do something that I hated to do? My dad had a pretty good job while I was growing up. He was an important business man somewhere and so he got a lot of money which he in turn, gave to me as allowance every week.. Even though I didn't have to do anything to earn that money. But either way, he spoils me and he even pays for the apartment I have today. When I was twenty-one, my dad bought me my apartment. Well he basically pays for rent for me so I don't have to worry about that. I'm spoiled I know. But when I was twenty-one, I got a job. It wasn't a normal job either. It was a job that could be classified as prostitution. Although I don't like to think of it that way. It's actually called escorting. Or well it's what I call it. I met a man who introduced me to the idea. He said if I worked for him, he promised that I would bring in good money and that I would get to keep a lot of it. So since I liked the idea I decided I would just try it. The first guy that I had ever "escorted" was a really nice man. He was here visiting on business and I guess he just wanted company. He took me out to dinner and then we went and saw a movie before I showed him around town. That was all there was to it. At least that time anyways. He paid me a lot of money just to show him around town and to hang out with him. I thought the whole idea was weird but nevertheless, I kept the job because I actually kind of enjoyed it. I've been doing that for almost three years now and as much as I hate some of the guys who I am forced to show around and sleep with some days, it gets me what I want. I get paid to hang out with people and for even having sex and then I get to go blow that money on whatever I want. Seems like a pretty eventful life doesn't it?" What about a secret? Everyone has a secret. "My secret? Why the hell would I ever want to tell you? Well I guess if you absolutely need to know and since I already told you earlier... I lost my virginity at the age of thirteen to a married man. I hadn't meant for it to happen either. He was my next door neighbor and I babysat for him and his wife. Well one day his wife was out of town and he had to work late. He came home late and the kids were already in bed. By this point I had never even kissed a boy. I was an innocent little girl who had big dreams of becoming a rockstar when I was older. But that night it all changed when he started to tell me how pretty I was. Most girls would have thought it was weird and then would have tried to leave. However I didn't. I liked the attention I was getting from him and so I let him compliment me. Then he had kissed me. I was surprised and I had absolutely no idea what to do. He showed me the way and told me everything to do and I went along with it because I actually liked it. It was from that point on that I developed those sexual desires for men. Older men. That's also how I started on smoking pot.. It was because then I continued to go back to his house when the kids were sleeping and his wife wasn't around. We smoked, we drank and we had sex. It was so wrong of us and I know it's messed up. But I was thirteen going on fourteen. I didn't even care. No one knows this either. So keep your mouth shut. Anything said in this interview can not leave this room." ALRIGHT. TIME'S ALMOST UP. TELL ME ABOUT YOUR DREAMS. QUICK! "My dreams? Yeah I don't really have those anymore. Those all sort of went down the drain when I was a teenager. But I suppose if I had to choose something to dream for, it would have to be becoming a rockstar. It was my dream when I was a little girl and I always thought it would be cool to be famous. Then again, it would also be kind of cool to go to college and to actually get a degree in something. Y'know actually change my life around and do something good with it. Although I can't really see that happening. At least anytime soon." AND THAT'S A WRAP. IT WAS NICE GETTING TO KNOW YOU. "Yeah sure whatever. See ya." BEHIND THE MASK MYA | EIGHTEEN | CENTRAL | ADVERTISEMENT | NONE YET that was it, angel had had it with her brother. he was constantly giving her shit for never having guys over or even kissing a guy. wouldn't most protective big brothers like that? nope, not angel's brother jake. he kept lecturing angel on how if she didn't find a guy, he would go out for her and find her one. angel wasn't that great with meeting guys because she usually just got all nervous and froze up anytime an attractive male started to speak to her. she usually avoided these situations by avoiding guys in general if she thought there would be any chance at all that she would get nervous around them. but the other thing was, she had never kissed a boy and at this point she was just embarrassed to say so because she didn't want to be considered a little kid to everyone. she was getting tired of being the 'little innocent girl' that everyone though of as their little sister. she wanted to break out, but she was afraid of changing. after angel had moved in with two of her brothers liam and jake, they told her she would be allowed to have anyone over. liam would have kept a careful eye on her if she had brought a guy over and he wouldn't allow them to be alone in her room, but her brother jake had kept pressuring her to bring a guy home. she was confused by this at first because growing up he would always make sure she kept away from boys. well she eventually figured out that the only reason that jake wanted her to have a boy over was so he could try to intimidate him. see jake wasn't that big of a guy, and growing up he was always being picked on for his size and being called a wuss. he felt like if angel brought a guy home, that the guy would just act intimidated by him just to be able to get in angel's pants later on. or something along those lines. that or maybe he really did just want his little sister to stop being so innocent, this reason angel will never know. after angel got into a huge fight with her brother, she ended up slamming the door to her room and putting on the sluttiest outfit she could find. she ended up in a short black dress that showed a lot of cleavage and a pair of black stilettos. the dress she had only ever worn once, but it was the one thing that reminded her that her sister didn't absolutely hate her. she had given it to angel for christmas last year because she felt bad for making her so depressed and made her go through everything she had to. angel then sat down at her desk in front of her mirror and applied a light shade of pink for eyeshadow, and then some eyeliner and mascara before she stood up and looked at her overall appearance. she chewed on her bottom lip before she decided on putting on a bright red shade of lipstick. she smiled at her reflection in the mirror before she grabbed her small purse and then headed out the door of her room. when she opened the door she was met by jake who just stared at her shocked. "oh hey jake. i'm going out, bye." she gave him a huge smile before she walked out the door. oh she would show him that was for sure. living within walking distance of everything was perfect for angel. sure she had her license, but she didn't have her own car and she didn't really enjoy driving as much as her brother so she usually just let them drive her places when she needed to be somewhere. but for the most part she was capable of walking everywhere, like the nightclub for example. it was the perfect place to meet guys, or that's what her sister used to say to her friends all time. angel's sister was gorgeous and she could practically get any guy she wanted, whereas angel on the other hand could barley speak to a guy without getting all red in the face and chickening out. though that was all about to change. sure she was still innocent, but after tonight she hoped not to be. she planned to kiss the first attractive guy that came into view at that club. she was going to gain the confidence she needed to prove to her brothers she can get a guy and she isn't the little kid they make her out to be. the eighteen year old walked into the club without a problem. sure she wouldn't be able to drink, but she didn't like the taste of alcohol anyways. she would settle on either a coke or a water. but that was the last thing on her mind at that point. all she wanted to do right then was focus on finding the perfect guy to kiss that wouldn't automatically reject her or become a creep and try to get in bed with her. angel chewed on her lip as she scanned the dance floor. there weren't many guys she saw that she would be comfortable walking up to because most of them were dancing with another girl or guy. so she just decided to walk over to the bar and take a seat on one of the stools asking the bartender for a water. she turned around while she waited and just continued to scan the dance floor. hopefully someone would make it easier on her and approach her first, then maybe she would have the courage to go threw with her plan. |